Welcome Back

Back in town, but keeping out of touch and reach from most. Here's to laying low. All electronics off. Including alarm clocks and phones. It's literally what the doctor ordered. Resolutions are for the weak, so of course I have a few, but my first is to not share it all.

Back(ed) into my favorite corner this afternoon.. on purpose. Kept the overhead light off so they couldn't see the emotion.

My mind is running, but more like in place. It's kind of how life is. You wouldn't understand what I mean. You and they have been here before but it isn't the same for me. And trying to explain anything is just leaving me with a dry mouth and sore shoulders... and you shaking your head (not in disagreement but more like disbelief).

Take theses and "mellow out" they said, but that has been the problem all along... at least one of them.

Watched the ball drop trying to forget another year of favors (and how long it's gonna take to repay them.)

Times Square counted down and I called it even at zero as I wrote a certain someone's name on the fogged up window, watching the millions below ringing in my latest regret. I'm not in love with failure anymore, it's in love with me.